You will lose your life and what you love completely.
This is hard to accept in your heart, friends, and family
You can cry bitter tears and ask God--- Why?
You can transform pain after you kick and cry.
What is the purpose of the confusion you feel?
Where is the meaning in what is a bad deal?
Perhaps your pain brings a community bond ,
As you surrender, do you feel a connection with God ?
Your kids may now have a depth and new love.
When they see you suffer they connect with the above.
Please remember the beauty of your life and gifts,
As you settle your affairs and see your uniqueness.
Your small self will die and your bigger self will live.
For we've all been transformed by how you act and give.